
I am heading back stateside today. Finally. Bali has been amazing, Spring 2012 is going to be BE-YOND amazing, but I am seriously missing my cowboy boots. The people here are wonderful, and overall it really is a beautiful place {if you can overlook everything that generally comes along with a 3rd world country}. I cannot wait to get back to Biz and the kids but I'm not gonna lie: sleeping through the night has been nothing short of spectacular! I wanted to share some of my travel logs as I make my way home. New posts coming next week! And p.s. can we just talk about the fact that you guys have helped me nearly reach the 400 follower mark?! I am on Cloud 9! I set my goal of reaching 500 back in January, and I feel sure I will get there. Happy happy!!! Loving you all with smushy hugs xx
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Sitting on the airplane right now in LA about to depart for HK. I'm 64A. I have never been on a plane that had row 64 before...and still wasn't at the very back. I am cursing in my mind {curse words for me are darn and shoot...with maybe the occasional crap thrown in} that I didn't bring my journal. My first trip to Bali and I left the book in which I write down every important event, milestone and more often than not current emotional turmoil taking place in my life. I didn't bring it because it would be too heavy in my bag. What a dumb reason. So this old piece of paper in my purse will have to do.
I am scared right now. Well, not as scared as I was when I left Dallas. I downloaded the book Eat, Pray, Love onto my phone as I kind of somehow remembered seeing a movie preview for it of Julia Roberts bicycling through a rice field in Bali and figured it could be a little guide map real quick?? Maybe? I started on Chaper 73 - apparently she is in Bali for the second time now - and it's working. Chapter 80 and I already feel better. I also sat next to the most wonderful woman on my way here to LA. She and her husband were taking two boys from their youth group at church to LA for their senior trip. I showed her a book I brought, Heaven is for Real and we got to talking. She asked if I knew I would go to Heaven when I died. Strangely {I don't know why I say strangely...} it was the most wonderful question she could have asked. I was so happy and smiley and excited to say yes. I instantly found peace and a huge amount of my worry about leaving was gone. IF anything happened {the root of my scare}, I would be more than ok.
Ever since having children I have an irrational fear that I might die like at any given moment. It is horrible. Plane crash. Car wreck is a big one that runs through my mind these days. You see - and anyone with children knows this - once you have a child, your heart is no longer in your body. I am a part of them and they are a part of me. I have to get back home to my heart. Everything is more difficult when I am away from them. Even breathing. Anyway, so I am scared to be going to the other side of the world all by myself and leaving my heart at home, but at least Julia Roberts is making me feel better and I'm glad I remembered I'm going to Heaven.
They just turned off the lights. About to take a Melatonin and pray it knocks me out for the next fifteen hours. Jesus. More from HK.
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Things I learned on the airplane from LAX to HK:
- There are two different bottles of lotion in the bathroom {or washroom as the flight attendant so nicely called it} labeled Face Lotion and Hand Lotion. They are actually the very same lotion.
- There are 346 different positions one can sleep in whilst in an airplane and I tried them all.
- I really need this brake. So much so that just now when I wrote that, I subconsciously spelled it brAKE. Maybe not a coincidence.
- I love to write. I don't know why this just occurred to me. I love blogging, and have thought in the past about writing a book. And now I really want to. Hmmm...thinking...I'd better hurry up and do something major so people want to read what I have to say.
- New task: do something major.
xoxo Sheridan